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... What? That's all I'm saying. I'm unhappy because he's happy. It's a very comlpicated thing! I mean I can't believe it. I don't know why I still love him. I'm glad he's happy, but Big Brother thinks he's trying to protect me from being miserable and he just wants me to be happy too and I can't. I lied to him and told him I was happy, but I don't want to tell him in reality I miss him with all of my heart and I still love him, even though part of me had a moment where I did want to kill someone. If he's reading this, I guess I don't need to explain myself then...