The funeral really shook me up. While I was trying hard not to cry during it I would try to picture something cute, fuzzy, or think of something funny I've done with my friends but I would just picture them dead. Even the little squirrell I saw earlier that day. I got a vivid picture of him as roadkill. gonk Whenever I thought of my mom or my friends... I also got a clear picture of them dead or dying in different ways. And now I can't stop. gonk That's all I dreamed of last night too. Also, I haven't had much of an appetite so I haven't eaten anything since yesterday afternoon. I just can't get my mind off of this. Damn imagination. gonk
Well, now I'm just singing to some of my music while trying to get my mind off this crap. Singing normally helps but it isn't now...
~Grey
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Damn you heredity! Damn yooooooouuuu! ><
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Well, feel better soon Grey!! heart
--Miss M heart