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this is MY life. SO BACK OFF
POEMS
Shattered

The rain is soaking me to the bone
it�s washing my insides away.
I�m writhing around in a half-sleep,
wrapped up in my sheets,
from the visions that are haunting my dreams.

I can�t breathe in the sweet oxygen�
my lungs are full of blood
I can�t feel anything anymore�
my spine has been severed

My soul has been Shattered
The slivers of pain will cut deep
The pain will burn in my fresh wound

I don�t how long it will be until
I feel warmth again in this icy heart.
Alone, I look around and see my world
running out of my veins onto the floor.
The darkness is seducing me, inviting me to stay.

I can�t see the bright sky�
my eyes are full of poison
I can�t speak anymore�
my tongue has been severed

I couldn�t expect you to always
be there waiting in the shadows
I couldn�t ask you to deny yourself anything
All I feel is the emptiness

My will has been Shattered
The shards of glass cut deeply
The blood runs from my fresh wound

Shattered�my spine has been severed
Shattered�blood in my lungs
Shattered�eyes are burning

Shattered�please heal me


Dreams

Surrounded in the darkness, I can do nothing but feel the emptiness of where you used to sleep by my side. I can feel you lying in my arms and I can taste your scent when I close my eyes. The ghostly sensation that makes my soul scream is too much to bear. I think about the depth of it all, and how it felt to be lost in your eyes. 3:37am, will sleep ever come to take me? I know it sounds insane, but I�m trying so desperately to get you out of my head so I can sleep, so I can feel your skin in my dreams�

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If I scream�
will anyone come and see if I�m alive?
If I bleed�
will anyone come and see if I have died?
If I cry out�
will you be the one that calms my soul?
If I fail�
will you be the one that makes me whole?

I breathe in the night
feeling the rush in my veins
I bathe in the darkness
enveloped in the black stain

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anime vulpes
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commentCommented on: Wed Mar 15, 2006 @ 02:45pm
Wow you are very good at dark poetry and i love you picture of the black rose and a puddle of blood. Oh and i am itsmestarrlight but Night for short.


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