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if only i could be how i was before i met you
before you said i love you
before we kissed
before i everything
when i was my self not feeling alone all the time
when i was loved
when i could trust ppl
when i knew who i was
when i didn't depend on blood and tears
like how i was a year ago
i could maybe be happy
if only that could happen
i could forget you
forget how pretty knives are
forget every thing i ever said to you
forget who you are
forget what cutting feels like
forget how to love
foget everything
and restart my life