The anime Lovely Complex gets on my nerves, but only because it pertains to my life. It irritates me that it's taking the main characters so long to get together. I f it takes them this long, what hope do I have in my life? confused Oiy. I just want them to get together and give me hope in life. I identify so well with the girl, Risa, despite the fact that I'm short and so the height difference isn't what's stopping me from being with a guy I like; It's myself and my inability to naturally flirt anymore. sad Why can't it happen now.
I suddenly thought about Elon and how I was so annoyed that the boys that always liked me were shorter than me. Ok, that was a really unnerving thought. You know, I've often thought about how if I had met Elon later in life and not when I was completely uninterested in dating, I definitely would've gone out with him. He had the perfect qualities in him expect that he was shorter than me and that I wasn't ready for a relationship. That makes me so sad. I probably wouldn't have even cared if he was shorter than me (assuming he still was) if I had met him later. *Sigh* That's life for you.
I'm listening to Across the Universe and I just had a day dream of me and hypothetical Elon at this age together (as a couple) through the 1st verse. The mini spell ended at "Nothing's gonna change my world."
I dwell on love for far too long.
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