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Haha, never, ever, EVER think you're right, k? Cause you're probably wrong.

Really, I have never considered myself to be seriously talanted at anything. I've always been decent, never the best. At everything. The one thing I thought I could do was realize my own faults, my own goals, to really see who I was. Cause really, thats a rare trait.

It came from fence sitting. I'm always a fence sitter, there isn't a subject that I couldn't argue for either side, and see the point of view. Not that I agree with both sides on EVERYTHING, but yeah.

So, when I thought I was finally happy with my life and how it was going, it came as a total surprise to me. When I stop rushing around, making sure I was doing anything at all, I feel absolute and total dread towards my life. And, my life isn't that bad, I'm being pretty dramatic, which is something that I hate.

Its probably some insecurity that was brought up in conversation today, I unno. In any case, I guess all I have to say is, self evaluation is probably for the worse.