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I dunno whether I should be pissed off at Ashton or just shrug it off.

Srsly.

So last night I went over to Clay's house to watch The Mist, y'know, the movie I was supposed to see on my b-day?

Sucky ending, I must say.

Mercy killing your son, a pretty teacher, and two old people because it's better than the bugs eating you since you're outta gas. And then as soon as you step out of the car...A ******** TANK COMES AND THE BUGS ARE ALL KILLED OFF AND YOU'VE JUST KILLED THEM OFF FOR NO EFFING REASON.

Goddamn. I would've stayed in the store or I would've started running as soon as I ran outta gas. Rather get eaten by bugs than be "mercifully killed" by my Dear Old Dad... or M.O.M. I should say (Mean Old Man to those of you who aren't Becky, we used to call my dad that all the time).

Clay is lending me Confessions of a Teenage Witch (no, it's not some crappy teen girl novel. It's basically a...I dunno...Informational/helpful/how-to book?)

Anyways, so the guys and I cut through the park (they were walking me home).
Then Ashton's like "I need to talk to Kaatje...alone"

So I thought he was gonna tell me something about how emo is life is or something but instead he's like "Y'know I'm gonna ask Jessica out [Saturday] so I'm gonna do this now so I don't regret anything later"

Y'know they tell you to expect the goddamn unexpected but that didn't cross my mind at the time.

The ******** kissed me.

And I couldn't get away either, he made sure of that.

So now I wanna rip my tongue outta my mouth and rinse my mouth out with salt and tincture of iodine (y'know, the shite that hurts like a b***h)...

D:<

And then he's like "Sorry, that was awkward. Um, could you not tell anyone about this 'cause it could ruin things for me"

Selfish little whore.

Just 'cause I'm single doesn't mean I'll suddenly like you. When I liked you, you were dating a whore. I never liked you after Winter break of 7th grade. Effing deal.

Jackass.