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i dream at night all about u
and all the pain i wuz put through
i put my heart on the line hoping u felt the same
but now i sit and cry in shame
warm tears streaking down my cheeks
as my i listen to my fast heart beat
no more hope for love in my life
no more making that type of sacrifice
now im done with my tears
my independance silents my fears
i ripped my heart out and gave it to u
but ur feelings for me were very few
i give up i cant do it
i cant put myself through this s**t
since when does love actually mean hate
no longer will i put my heart in the hands of fate
no more worry and no more pain
no more freaking out and going insane
no one else but me myself and i
i atleast wont make myself cry