Have you ever had something and had to let it go or have it leave you ?
and you didn't kno what you had till it was gone ?
or had someone close to you move and never come back not even to say hello or good bye ? have you suffered love's grip and had it tare you apart and thow you away? I hope you have had none of theese happen to you, because if you have you aren't the only one. I recently had a friend do suicide he was my best friend he went threw all this had his mom thrown in jail his dad was dead and his sister a druggy I was all he had he lived with us and things were ok untill kids at school started to call him names and push him around and then one day he confessed ot me about thinking of suicide.. I hope none of you who read this ever have to go threw haveing one of your friends so close so sher depression. Any way I sat him down told him I loved him and that tuns of kids had it worse and that even if he did go threw with it I would still love him and that one day I would be with him again, we cried and he left. I never got the chance to tell him I really did love him and that when and if he did do suicide my life would shatter and crash I didn't tell him that there wasn't any one els I would call for help he was my number on call or that I only told him everything and no one els a word about my life untill it was to late. He wrote me a letter by where he commited suicied ... saying shayla I have loved you since kindergarten you were my angel the one I loved i'm sorry i'm doing this but I wan't you to kno I will ALLWAYS love you here is a ring for you to remember me by and a picture of me and you I loved your smile it's what kept me going untill death do we meet again my love will stay with you David yeah I went threw the tuffist stage in my life I kept all my sadness inside anger and regret untill one day I too tryed suiced but couldn't go threw because I knew David wouldnt have wanted that and that he would have liked me to move on with my life but to never forget him this happed 2 weeks ago right before bible camp sometimes I wonder if there was anything I could have done and if I'm one of the worst friends in the world... the saddest thing is that in the end he said he loved me and I was to late maybe if I had told him he might still be here but i'll never kno so if you love someone tell them they might just love you back
xxox_sezzy_xoxx Community Member 
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