So today would've been my 5 month with Thomas. But... no. Uhh... I don't really know how I'm feeling about this huge transition between us. It's kinda just like yeah yanoe. I'm just going to have to deal with it, because no matter what I'm still going to be single whether I like it or not. So me bitching and moaning about it, wont do me any good. & It's not like... uhh... I don't know. I should be happy because this is what I wanted. But you can't expect me to just be able to get over it like that... in like 2 seconds or something... because it's not possible. For those of you who just go out with somebody, and then break up with them, and within like 2 weeks you're with some new person. Doode... the person you're going out... you're gonna break there heart, because they aren't nothing but a fcking rebound. & I feel bad for the rebounds because they are SOOOO clueless as to what's being done to them. Uhhhh... I've been a rebound for people and it's not a good feeling. Grr. Fck. I hate boys. I don't even know why God made some boys so darn freakin attractive.
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Love & Always, Melissa