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It has occured to me, i can not go to even my best freinds for help anymore...One of my freinds called Emmalee and chewed her out for leading me on...and after that call was all done...she called me...she tried to talk to me, but she started crying...I was going to chew her out for lieing to Jimmy, but i decided not to...I hate it when girls cry...I just sat there and talked to her, asked her if she was ok, and all that...Man i hate Jimmy right now...Then she appologised for leading me on...she told me she wasn't sure if she still loved me or not, and that she just misses me somtimes...and that when she see's me...Things like the kiss happen...Man...I'm so shaken right now...Smoked a hole pack...i need another...I can't take all this drama...Why do i have to love her so much...I'm so pissed right now that beacuse i talked to one of my freinds, She started crying...My fist is all bloody beacuse i punched the wall so many times...Thing is I miss her all the time, and she only misses me somtimes...it's not fair...I'll never be over her...She has such a tight grip on my heart...And she don't even know it...I just want emmalee back...Love sucks...and Lifes a b***h...isn't that just great...