Reason...Reason is....Something i've missed found and lost in two weeks. I didn't have it when i left home for a couple of weeks agoe...I found i last week and lost it a couple of minutes agoe. It came sneaking up on me several months agoe like a thief at night. Like a sound from a distance. At first i ignored it, but after a while i followed it like fly follows the light. I met it at a place, more childish than most places. I got closer to it....Bit by bit. And suddenly, one simple moment i understood that it was the reason of my life. But not to long agoe it was suddenly gone....Taken away from me. I'll call it X from now on....My reason was X....And without it....I am nothing but a shell without a soul. To me, the reason of life was life....Without reason, there's no life...How can anyone live without a reason? My reason was taken away from me...by someone that i now hate...Maybe i should consider this the last will and testament of Fieron, who will from now on walk the ground of gaia without soul, will or reason.
Fieron · Sun Jul 17, 2005 @ 09:27pm · 1 Comments |