-How long will I wait? When will I know that what you say you really mean? Are you happy when you’re here with me or happy when you’re away? How long till you decide what it will be? That sparkle in your eyes is faint but alive. Moments that should be powerful make me awkward and scared. I cried and you saw, but now I won’t because tears are not there just questions left alone. It feels like the world was thrown on my shoulders and I should just let it sit on me till you know better. It hurts like none other but I can’t cry now. The next time I cry will be when you figure it out. So until you know better and tell me your mind, I’ll lift up this world of pain with my knees and not my back. For I will hurt my legs as I carry it through each day I wait wondering of you. Once my legs give in to defeat I’ll still have my back for whatever you have left for me. If my opinion still counts I don’t want you to go but if it doesn’t matter, then I hope you will know that every second was wonderful. I just hope you know, I hope you hurt as much as I am. I wonder if everything you’ve done was really from the heart or all just a lie. I guess I’ll just walk on and keep asking myself; How long will I wait? Only you can tell me.-
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