You ever notice how when..like you feeling good its always somebody that wanna bring you down. Like today, you know I woke up feeling all good. Waking up next to my boo. I smiled at him and he smiled back at me. I thought you know damn...I'm so ******** lucky but naw. My daddy gonna call ******** up our moment. I was like alright that's okay cause im not gonna let him ruin my day, but you know what happened? He came over....
He started telling me stuff like do this for him and do that. Go comfort people who have just lost their grandmother. What the hell am I supposed to say? Like I lost my mom was I comforted? No I wasnt. Did anyone use gentle terms for me? NO. So like am I supposed to go there and be like yea. "I'm sorry your grandma died.?" I mean I dont know what to say...
Maybe if I did know what to say I'd go but s**t. I have so much on my plate. Not to mention...the fact that I, myself am still greiving. Am I being selfish? I dont know anymore...
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