I really like this guy....... and my best friend disaproves totally! she told him and now he's pissed off. I feel quilty! Maybe I should have told her to not tell him.. But i believe in telling the truth... But...he's seems so mad...and it hurts me when he is hurt. crying I did tell her not to be harsh. I know totally that she would have said worse. and maybe hurt him emotionally......... I feel quilty, because I really love him.
My feelings about myself right now:
If I cannot choice sides. If I refuse to pick, do I betray them all? Even if they forgive me. Even if they say I did nothing. Did I betray them? Am I a tratior? I said I can't choice. I say no. I hurt you, I hurt them. I hurt everyone. I am a fool. Nothing more, so stupid that I cant even say yes, that I refuse...because I dont want to hurt you. I tell you that I love you, you tell me you love me. But .... I can only hurt. I am a tratoir.
Nightwish Kiss · Sat Jul 09, 2005 @ 02:03am · 0 Comments |