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I'm still in tears.
People are always pushing away because of my past, no one to trust, and always in a corner sitting by myself alone. Silently crying while no one hears. Depression that lingers from a times past to times belonging to now. What do I do...?

I've had this pain for awhile now, and it's been brought back, teachers, counselors, no one listens, it go through the ears and out. They never pay attention, that's why people out their are dying through depression. because no one listens to them...

...Don't get the wrong idea, I have had thoughts of it once before, but top all honesty...I can not allow my life to fall in that direction, to people to protect, all of those that have an understanding of me. I don't want to lose that... please don't take my only bit of sanity away from me....!