I hate being a burden to any one and at this time in my life I feel like I am, no car, too many bills. I really don't want to be that piece of s**t guy. It's what I fear the most, especially starting a relationship with this girl I really like, she means alot to me and I dont want to be the ruin of this, after ending things bad with the last girl friend. I want some thing happy to happen to me for once, no more s**t. Seriously I'm tired of it.
When your on the outside looking in on anything, weather it be a small family already started or some one who thinks smoking pot can calm them down because they dont have that control over themselves iis weird and sad and frustrating.
I used to be like that. I used to have addictions I couldnt control. But I'm stronger than that. Stronger now.
Just tired of repetitiveness.
silentsavior Community Member 
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