"IM SORRY"
Lately All I see
Is The Ugly Part of me
Tossing and Turning.
Oh, how I hate this yearning.
Im sorry for hurting you.
I never meant to.
I want you to know how I feel inside.
I know I've lied.
Im sorry for hurting you.
I never meant to.
All I want is for you to be free
And Im not the one with the key.
My feelings are sent.
My heart is spent.
You need some time to vent.
I hope that your heart
Will not wish to part.
This pain I cannot bare
Will you let me be there?
Im sorry for hurting you.
I never meant to.
Im so sorry
would you forgive me?
I Love You
And this is true
My heart is currently on the mend
This story is at and end.
"Hurt"
I never meant to go this far.
I never meant to fall so hard.
I didnt want to get to the point
of falling for yet another.
I hate falling in love.
I always get hurt.
One way or another.
It happens for better or worse.
Sometimes more than necessary.
Sometimes not enough.
The hurt, the pain.
sometimes I want to cut a vein.
But you're there helping me.
through the good times and the bad.
We have our fights.
who doesnt?
We have our times
When it just seems like too much.
I love you more than anything.
To me, you mean everything.
I wish that I knew
just how to show you.
Love, pain, hate?
Is all part of fate?
Or is part of something else?
something more or something less?
Love me today.
Love me tomorrow.
Just dont leave.
I need you here with me.
"Untitled"
Im sitting here in despair.
There must be something in the air.
You're not here
To help me through.
Come be with me soon
There's not much time left.
Our lives could be over today.
Maybe even tomorrow.
Please let me in.
Let me be there.
I hear the stroke of midnight.
and nowhere near is my knight.
Alone somewheres in his own world
leaving me here alone on my own.
I guess it is most likely time
for me to not be so dependent.
"Love Is An Angel Disguised As Lies"
I've heard its been said
that love is an angel disguised as lies.
If that may be
then why do we get that feeling inside.
The feeling that we cant live without.
The feeling deep within ourself.
Love is an angel disguised as lies.
Is that true or is that just a lie in itself?
Is that what someone said
when they were heartbroken.
Did they say it when they were in love?
Did they say it when they realized all the lies that they believed themselves.
Are we just wasting our times?
Are we really truly in love?
Or is it really just an angel disguised as lies?
"Wasting Time"
Am I wasting my time?
Is life worth more than a dime?
Is my love worth anything to you?
Does my heart mean nothing to you?
I know the stories.
I know the rhymes.
Im not sure just how much
this heart cant take.
I love you more than anything.
But if you must leave, then do so.
I wont pretend
to not be hurt.
I wont pretend
to not be broken.
I wont stop
loving you.
What is love exactly?
Its a feeling. Its a saying.
Its what you do.
I know that I havent proved myself.
Im not worthy of your love.
You deserve much better.
You need more than I can give.
“I HATE YOU”
(Dedicated To David.)
I Loved You
and you betrayed me.
It was all a lie
right from the start.
You said that you loved me
How could I be so ******** blind?
I trusted you and let you in
All I got was a broken heart.
You said forever
I took you seriously.
How could you do this to me?
I never did anything to you.
Was I just a pawn in your game?
or did you just not even care?
You ******** up my heart.
It took forever to let someone in.
He means the world to me
and yet there’s that fear.
It’s all because of you.
Since you left, I cant think straight.
I ******** hate you.
I loved you.
How could you?
Leave my thoughts.
Leave my heart.
Leave my soul.
Take these memories and leave them at the door.
I hate you.
Can You See That Now?
"Not Worth My Time"
(this song goes out to my ex-boyfriends and guys that want to get with me)
Pick Me Up.
Put Me Down.
My Life is far more better without you.
I dont want you
in my life.
Stay Out.
Leave Now.
I dont want someone
else in my life.
I've got my love.
I'm not letting him go.
To all the guys
That want to get with me.
You dont have a chance!
Get The F**k Out Now
Before you get hurt.
Keep your feelings to yourself.
I dont wanna know.
“Life”
Today is a day
When thoughts appear.
Leave me now
Or forever hold your ground.
Pick me up
Or let me fall.
To an untimely death
Will I go.
In this world so cold
who actually really cares.
This life is short.
100 yrs is all we really fully have.
For some, it’s shorter than that.
Dont let your life go to waste.
Get Up!
Do something with it.
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