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Been falling behind on my RP journals lately. I really need to *NOT* get any more RP obligations than I already have... my problem is I really love good art, and I'll get a story tangled in my head around an RP pet of some kind. So I'll go after it.

And then, as happens too often in my non-RP story writing attempts, I start and never finish. There are a few of my RP pets (no, not Riven XP) where I feel like I'm stumbling along without a plan, and with not so much time/energy to RP them with others... it doesn't help. It makes me feel bad, especially when the pet is something other people really want and I feel like I'm not doing anything with it. That I don't deserve it, or am holding something away from someone who could be so much more... but I still can't give it up.

So if anybody sees me going after other RP-heavy pets, kindly remind me that I have enough commitments. c_c I already have a second Feien and my pet thing from winning RikProwley's design-a-pet auction (with Sajhiri, we're RPing our two pets together) coming to me. I don't need anything else. Even though I'm so in love with the character concept I came up with for the Silva Regia contest...

Well, I think I'll finish the story, but hope I don't win the main prize, or just give the story to Sajhiri as a gift or something.



Actually I've been falling behind on a lot of stuff lately, but I felt a surge of motivation today and I'm hoping to make it stick. I could be doing so much more with my life and what I have... and I need to do that. No this doesn't mean leaving Gaia, this place is basically stapled to me now XD but it means making my time count. As opposed to sitting around refreshing the Breedables forum index all day.

New pets lately: I won the newbie Beta in the recent contest. n_n I didn't have any Beta but did think they were cute. As I'm currently playing Final Fantasy 9 (well, and FFX, but I didn't think any of those names fit) I decided to name him Zidane. Don't ask why, it flitted through my head and kind of stuck.

Also my angelic Verlashi had a clutch of four eggs. Yay! I missed breeding my Verlashi a lot. It's funny, for all that the forum is Breedable/Changing Pets, not much breeding goes on. XD;