I watched a documentary on the wildebeest recently and from the moment of birth the young is on it's own, if it can not keep up with the mother it is left behind. I think my parents got their understanding of life from the wildebeest because from the stories I"ve gathered over the years I know that when I was born my cord was knotted, which I guess means I didn't get enough oxygen, and my mother told me that she was never worried about me. Then when I was one my house flooded I was the last thing she brought up from the flooded basement. She had left me in my water filled crib. Then last year I asked her if I was ever meant to happen and she said that she had somehow tricked my dad into having me, however she did mention that he was "overjoyed" when she was pregnant. so why does he refuse to look me in the eye or have a real conversation with me? one that doesn't involve grunts or orders?
I should have died off years ago because of natural selection but for one reason or another I've managed to survive, and I intend to keep on surviving no matter what so take that mother b***h! you can't kill me off that easily!
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