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This is my first journal entry ever online. I don't know why I did this, but I think it's because, for the first time, I want people to know about my feelings. So here it goes.

Have you ever have the days when you made everything possible to keep yourself from being broke? By broke, I mean no money. I think this day is one of these. My mom said that I have to pay for the additional tuition fees for this semester, and not only that, my allowance will be arriving late than the scheduled date. I am living far from my parents and I have to provide myself everything. Hey, I'm just 17. (and I still have love, friends, and school problems to solve also)

Then, to keep my problems aside, I visited the most wonderful place in the interwebz for me, Gaia. Another problem arises. I have seen the Fausto bottle evolving. I keep staring at the pixelated crystal bottle that the other avatars are wearing on their backs. A little misty vapor is coming out of it and it makes me feel I'm on a trance. At some point I wished that it felt heavy on the backs of the other avatars and will wear them out until they die of exhaustion. But of course, they are just pixels. You know, it is not really good to be materialistic.

I still have more items to quest for. I am still holding on my faith that I will get them. Faith is the only thing that makes me not quit Gaia. Because when it is here with me, I believe that there is still Hope. and I hope that Charity comes over and gives me one of the items in my wishlist. Anyway, I think that what I really need to visit me right now is Content. Sorry if I am boasting, but some Gaians say that I have a beautiful avatar. I still can't see why they say so. I said that I don't have the coolest items.

(I hope this first entry will be appreciated dearly.)
-Faith