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I confess I've been having a habit of sinning lately. I just hope God forgives me. I've been praying everyday. I wish I could convert aithieses into believers. If you don't believe in God I won't say anything. In the Bible it says God can be forgiveful. I'm just scared if I did to many sins. I'm not scared of dying I'm scared of what happens after I die. Everyday I pray. Everyday I wish. Everyday I be hopeful. Everyday I think of him. Everyday I be helpful. The worst is everyday I sin. I try not to, but it's a habit. I want to stop. I want help. I speak to missionaries once every two weeks, but I just want to know how God speaks to you. I have so many things to ask him. Life has been fair, but alot of you think it hasn't. Like I said earlier God does evrything for a reason. We all came from Heaven. Life is a test. God expects you to know the good from the bad when you die. So far I've made 12 people believe in God. I'll always know God loves me no matter what I did or do. If I get sent to Hell I did to many bad things I failed the test. No one is perfect, but I just want to stop sinning. When I'm grown up I want to be an artist or a missionarie. If your a santinist open your minds and find out that God is the one you need to worship not the Devil. We all know that Lucifer will lose the war against Heaven and Hell. God is almighty. Lucifer used to be an angel so God can defeat him easily. I'm trying to send you a message if you can't get it well I don't know what to say. And that's it.