Have you ever wondered why people are the way they are? I mean, they can seem like the most appealing person you've ever met, and then one day you realize, they're not so perfect as you once thought. That was the case with the last boy I met. (for now, lets call him Nick) So I meet Nick at school and he is like the best thing I've ever met. After two weeks we're going out and are a couple, etcetra. I couldn't be happier: he's a sweetheart, he makes me laugh, he's cute, and he plays the bass. Hot, right? Heck yeah! Ok, fastforward a few months. I've gotten to know Nick a lot better, and I'm beginning to see what I like about him and what I think is missing from our relationship. I confronted him about it, and I realized that what I need is something he didn't have: conversation. I'm not saying we didn't talk. We had plenty of fun stuff to talk about. But what I needed he couldn't give me, or at least he wasn't interested in what I was. I needed the best of both worlds, fun and serious, but he could only give me half. It wasn't his fault, it was how he was raised. And that is totally ok. Unfortunately, i couldn't stay in the relationship because its something I need... (because thats the way I was brought up). So, now I'm single as of a few days ago.. I cried of course, I mean, I still cared about him... but I have come to the conclusion that sometimes, the best decisions are sometimes the hardest to make.
blackbelt1888 · Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:10am · 0 Comments |