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Well, coming up tomorrow is the one year anniversary with Michelle. Ive had many thoughts of this day because basically, I didnt know if it would get here. There have been a few hard times in our relationship and many that could have broken us up. I held on because I loved her. The past week has been hard on us both with the passing of a friend. We both needed each other during this time and I think it brought us closer because of it.

I love Michelle and right now really cant think of not spending every day with her. I think about her when shes not around, and miss her as soon as I take her home. I care for her more than anyone else I have ever been with. I love her and cant wait to see what the future brings us.

For the fun of it I have a song just for this moment, one for her, one for John:

Michelle:

Even now, you’re still by my side
Smiling at me with that sweet smile
When I close my eyes, see, a myriad of seasons
Quietly envelop me

Nobody knows what’s at the end
Of this long journey
But these uncertain nights will never come again

We can keep walking forever
Together, now and forever
This love I clutch close to my heart
Will never change, this one unique
“I love you”

The day I met you, like a little flower dancing in the wind
Is far away
There were days when we hurt each other because we were still too young
But now they’re memories we can laugh at together

Don’t forget this promise we’re making
Because you’re more important to me than anyone else
I want to make the dreams you told me about come true, little by little

We can keep walking forever
Together, now and forever
This love I clutch close to my heart
Will never change, this one unique
“I love you”

We can keep walking forever
Together, now and forever
This love I clutch close to my heart
Will never change, this one unique
“I love you”

“I love you...”

John:

You say my love is all you need, to see you through
but I know these words are not quite true

Here is the path you're looking for, an open door
Leading to worlds you long to explore

Go, if you must move on alone
I'm gonna make it on my own

Kiss me good-bye, love's memory
Follow your heart and find your destiny
Don't shed a tear, for love's mortality
For you put the dream in my reality

As times goes by I know you'll see this of me
I loved enough to let you go free

Go, I will give you wings to fly
Cast all your fears into the sky

Kiss me goodbye, love's mystery
All of my life I'll hold you close to me

Don't shed a tear for love's mortality
For you put the dream in my reality

Kiss me goodbye, love's memory
You put the dream in my reality