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i live!!! smile well, not really, but we can pretend. yesterday was fun. i gots to go swimming and boating till it started raining. then we fit 18 people into a small hot tub. that was fun lol and then i went home and painted...again, good fun. and then i went to EPB's party... turned out i was the only sophmore (or is it junior now?) there, so i hung out with some juniors (or is it seniors now?). eventually i braved the downstairs and watched pool. alumni are just as intimidating as seniors. but i got a hug and a kiss on the cheek! 3nodding i feel loved. ima miss her though. it kinda hit me when i got home that im probably never going to see her again. i might talk to her online, but seeing her isnt too big of a chance. that makes me very sad. sad meh, maybe ill never get over her. i suppose ill just have to accept that and move on. wow, im getting too deep for my own good. well, i went home, and proceeded to paint our living room till midnight. funny, i did the same thing today. but i also went to the dentist. xp that wasnt fun. so now i shall return to the painting. we only have one coat left...bai 4laugh
-jean ^.~