I had a good day today, boring cause of work and such but good. It was good because I was able to see my boyfriend, Corinth Maxwell on here, and normally my only good days are the days I'm able to see him. I don't care for how long or what we do just as long as I see him, I always feel so better when I do.
*Edit* 11/7
I was able to see my boyfriend again today it wasn't for very long but I was very happy to see him he said he's hoping on the 21st we might be able to go out.
**Edit 11/16**
I talked to my boyfriend yesterday night he'd read my latest edit on my not so good journal. I was actually hoping he wouldn't but I guess it was a good thing he did. I know I should be able to talk to him about that kind of thing but I still have trouble saying how I feel since most people around me tell me whatever I feel is wrong so it's easier for me to write it down somewhere. Anyway we talked for awhile and he told me to remember that I don't have to worry about that kind of thing around him I felt myself crying a couple of times not cause I was sad though I think it was cause I was glad he felt that way. I'm not sure why he puts up with me and that stuff but I'm glad he does. All I do know is I love him so much it hurts sometimes thats why I worry about losing him, I'm not sure what I'd do if I didn't have him in my life.
