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here is to fill you in on my regularly used blog, watchout here.
Monday, October 22, 2007
i have no money by the way melanie has a crush on a guy who she thinks likes her... but, when i actually talked to the guy he said she was ugly,annoying, and really needs a life. she texted him at like 6 am till for ever on a saturday and doesn't know when to leave people alone. so i felt like telling her but watching someone make a complete fool of themselfs is evil and funny. also gavin said if you come back in the state he'll woop you all the way back to korea no charge. my mom is getting on my but at random and it is bugging me, nicole is a butt, and it;s rained for 3 school days staight. Oh nicole isn't talking to me cause i jokingly called her a fat butt and she freaked and apparently lost her mind. now she thinks it' annoying like crap with her not talking to me but all she did was go over to the dark side(A.K.A. Melanie's side). so basically my life is normal how about you.
FUNNY THING!!!
i found this on someone's profile thing and i thought it waz cool.
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Amzanig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas thought slpeling
was ipmorantt! tahts so cool!
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Friday, October 12, 2007
Bad Day
Today was a bad day...
~my friends had to put her dog to sleep
~my other friend has cancer
~another friend is moving by the end of the month
~my brother got caught drinking
~I saw a dude who likes my mom though she's married
a.k.a.= very bad day
I can't believe the day i am having.
Here is a word people at my school don't believe is a word.
Emo-prep:a person who is somehow able to fit in with emos and preps
Nerdy-prep:Cute smart guys and/or girls
Jock-emo:a physically strong emo with sport playing ability
black-xican:Black mexican (obvious!!!)
Regulars:people who can fit in with every group(prep,emo,nerdy,artsie,richie,jock,streetie)
Seriously these are words but some freak preps don't mind being preps but hate being something else/prep. Hello that means you are freaking normal!!!!der der der!!! it's like they are freaking fertarded.also did you know the word retad is used two different ways. ritard in music, reatard...well you know, and for those who don't know that shouldn't be taken offensively. cause , i mean really the music sounds better with and sometimes without ritards.LOL!
Sorry but serously don't take retard offensively. When i skip from subject to subject i swear there is a little bit of my A.D.D. coming out. Well scary movie night with mom later.
~~Kadeen~~
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Monday, October 8, 2007
hello
My dog,Hana, went to the vets today. She weighs 6 Ibs., has hook worms, eats too fast that she gets sick. She's a month and a week old. she was born august 27, i think. not much other than that, so later.
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Sunday, October 7, 2007
SO SORRY
My computer's internet have been down so i had to get it back up. You will need catching up here. Amythists dated a loser who dated her, a friend from another school, and a freak named heather. Heather dated him, am's step-brother, an old friend of am's, and tried to get this other guy. Am and the guy broke up, and now she is on full flirt attack, and is going after a guy she doesn't know i like. Stupid i know. Than i got awesome grade this quarter, 4 a's and 2 b's. Yea me!!! I am on a 4 day weekend, i am fighting with my nexted door neighbor and he is a skater poser. Me i saw my ex-boyfriend at this thing called dodgeball, and i totally freaked. am said he was hot, i said yes but he's a lying cheater. i drew and awesome picture of him and me again. but this time i actually looked happy and he looked down at me. I would show you but i can't figure how to put it up.
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Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Funny day
this boy on the bus pelvic thrusts another girl while standing in her face and she nearly barfed even though she thought he was the cutest guy on earth. This cute guy i say i don't like was talking to me outside. it was before school had started and we were talking about his coach being mexican racist. one of his buddies walks by and says a gross perverted thing to him and i punched the dude and the guy i like pulls me off him before i throw another. Then he says not to take things so seriously i told him if he makes another comment like that i will really kill him. I said i liked the guy but were just buds. but then i got a free hug from the guy, good thing he's ultra cute.
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Poems (and songs)
Here are some more i wrote. they were at different times but still about him. So sad and deppressing. And the poems are more like life sayings while the songs it depends what music you add to it to make it sound right.
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The World
The world is not revolving just to revolve, but it moves for the moving love that passed everyone once upon a time...
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Sayings
Blood in the water is no life in the skys...
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Darkness is only light with a different color...
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Why wait for something good to happen to you cause waiting is a waste make it happen...
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With all darkness come light, with all light come love, and with all love comes true happiness...
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Life is something you can't waste, you can always try but then it never really lasts...
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Everything is apart of a cycle, birth to death and back again in a neverending repeatance. So spend the time wisely and do what's right. Otherwise the cycle is damaged to a point where it breaks and is unfixable...
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His eyes are bright with love, but for another person...he broke me and my heart....
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Your Eyes(Soft gentle music)
I was lost in your eyes,
Bright and fun, I wished you could be the one.
So I lift my head up to the sky,
And see in the moon you shining eyes.
I love your heart and your mind,
The way there's good you always find.
So see the world around you now,
So start the speech and the dance, bow aand bring on the romance.
I can't help it when your near me,
I play the truth around my freinds can't you see,
Your shining eyes see only now see me.
Just seeing your eyes as bright as the nighttime sky,
so now i see why,
I see your beautiful eyes in the night sky.
I can't wait and see,
Together... You and me....
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You Broke My Heart(Rock music)
You broke my heart,
You ripped it apart,
you recked my life forever.
You broke my heart,
With no regret,
Your happy with her I bet.
Then she left you, like you left me,
Now I see you looking at me to be...
Your back-up plan, never again will I be there,
You broke my heart now it's in tear.
I can't stand to be around you,
Go and find yourself someone else to believe you.
Like the girl down the street or the girl up the block,
Either way you go your locked.
They all know of you and your tricks,
You surrounded by a wall of unbreakable bricks.
I won't be in your life again,
Now try to run off with her again!!!
You then...
Broke my heart,
Ripped it to shreds,
Now all that's left is sadness in red,
Turning away, my heart is sinched,
Now find a new girly wench!!!
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That was alot of typing so later
~~Kadeen~~
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Poetry( help me)
I have writen so much poetry since i saw Aaron that i am losing the feeling in my hand practically. I saw him to day at thisbus stop near one of the Jr. Highs' (there's 3). And quick as i could took a pick went home wrote a poem and drew the picture on the nearest computer paper. It's so awesome. He is the small poem i wrote yesterday.
WITH LOVE
With him in my dreams and arms,
I truely can love and fly.
To him I can smile, laugh and cry.
He opens me to the world i so long ago locked away.
Life without him is eternal hades,
Over my life, nothing is greater than his care.
Violence in the love he has is none,
Eternal and uncontrollable love never to break.....again...
Love it don't you but to me it seems like it's too deep, like it was made for him but if we had started over and he did what was right not what he does now. I hope you understood that, i barely could and i wrote it. Well good luck with life later.
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Friday, September 21, 2007
hahaha
not much happened today. Tomorrow i get to go to the sensations retreat which is awesome, except for the fact i miss see the stupifide look on this boy aaron's face at my friends 13 birthday party. He wouldn't like seeing me there. so when i get back afterward i will walk over there and scare him, he won't expect it and it will be freaking funny. Well boredom calls later.
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Not much
Today i keep practicing for this weekend. I have a serious first rehearsal retreat thing this weekend. It's a singing thing, it's fun though. I have to wake up early on a Saturday. That bites. But still, I was suppose to go to my best guy Friends b-day party thing instead, but it is school related so singing wins. of coarse though i will be one of the only girl that will actually have the guys talking to her. The other girl is Leana the dude's dog. I get to show off in front of a bunch of guys though which is excellent. But most of them are short ugly and younger than me. My neighbor is suppose to be in the 7th grade even though i am in eighth. He failed and he would be in eighth but he has a late b-day. Well my dad is home and he'll probably want me off in a second or two. Well than later for now and my friend who's dating is having boy issues. Guys are hitting on her more now she has a bf so she has to fend them off with a freaking stick. It sorta sucks for her but since i am always near her i get them too. yea me!
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Monday, September 17, 2007
Freinds are Weird
Sorr ymy computer went out for a few days. I am calmer about him now. My bffl just freaked me out this morning though. She did the stupidest thing. She is dating her best guy friend. He has the same name as me which is freaky. i am really bored typing today so later than.
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Thursday, September 13, 2007
Screw my Life
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate my life sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad right now!!!!!!! this guy AARON DIAZ(XBF) desided to ride my bus home today. I nearly knocked out his freaking teeth. he broke my heart and comes home on the bus i ride near me is where he sits. I almost went in to a freaking rage on his sorry tail. Not much otherwise. It's time for meditation after sooooo long of him out of my mind. I need him back off the mind so Meditation here i come!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, September 10, 2007
Oh what a boring day...
This morning at school Cameron Forgot to give me my hug after he gave everyone else his hug. I told him before 1st period and he said sorry and hugged me right as the bell rang to go to 1st. Today in math we got back our stupid tests from friday. Me and this girl Ivy were the only A's in the whole class of maybe 30 kids. The teacher class average was 63 and my 97 helped it not go lower. I felt proud but i am no freak'in nerd. Than she took 7 minutes explaining what everyone mostly missed, I took my time writing wat i was gonna write for this thingy. And if my BFFL Rea Rea is reading this "HI REA REA!!!". We played this stupid game in science but it was funny. We studied by this fun method( god this sucked). They ask a question, if you get it right you go for bonus points by shooting a bean bag ball thing in an empty trash can. When it was my turn i stood next to this cute guys desk and made the shot, my friend said he looked at my BUTT!!! i went and aasked him and creepily he said he did. He grinned all evil like. SCARY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In third this dude on the football team asked me for 75 cents. " Yes and no"
He said"thanks wait does that mean i don't get money?" I said sarcastically with a slow up-down head motion," YES!" He said "please i mean you owe me!", "owe you for what!?", "For... Nothing"
That's how my day was except for when My friend Shurie got on the bus Screaming about her new boytoy dylan. I gagged he's really ugly in my opinion.
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Saturday, September 8, 2007
Puppy
My dog went to vet for her hurt leg today. I feel so bad for her. Not much otherwise.
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Wednesday, September 5, 2007
YEA
ME SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I made this awesome singing group called Sensations!!! It's an all girl Singing group made of 60 other girls. there of course are 6 alternates but i made the main team!!!!!!!!!YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so happy i can't think clearly.Well anyway i talked to my boy friend ST and he has the flu. I told him about my flu and he didn't feel death come as much as he did before instead he got sick. But hey it's not really my fault it's him for asking if i ever had the flu. My friend Amethist gave it to me during Christmas last year at school. She hugged me twice before we all left for winter break. I regret that, but think of it this way, i won't catch th flu for 3-5 years now.Yea!!! LOL, Well i am tired already so i gotta to go now.
Later-
~~Kadeen~~
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Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Total Weird
I never have more than 2 days of true boredom, So if tomorrow was like today, God in heaven help me. Today we took some stupid test in English. I finished early and put my feet on the empty chair in front of me in the library where we took the test. I played with a little key chain tiger thingy. Then when i looked up i lost my breath. A random hottie walks up to me and flips my hair and cutely looks at me and winks. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! i lost my mind when he left i screeched but only loud enough so all the guys stared. The girls all knew and are used to those kind of screams so they never looked. Then on my way out of class i was a little mean to a prep, she's kinda nice but gets in trouble and is very loud. She was walking out right behind me and i slammed the door in her face. She walks up beside me and say "Thanks, You could have hurt someone you know! Hahaha!" In a really happy peppy voice. I swear she scares me to death. Anyway i guess because she's dating a guy i am crushing on is why i did that anyway.Well sleep calls i stayed up all night till my school alarm went off. i got maybe 40 minutes of sleep, i drank so much caffine this morning i nearly jumped my friends and pushed them into the trash. That was funny!!!
Well time to crash, Later!
~~Kadeen~~
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Monday, September 3, 2007
Labor Day
No School!!! How much better can you get. Today on Runescape.com some loser walks up to me and keeps begging me to fight a Dark Wizard near Varrock. I am Bleachlover9, and the wizard was lvl 20. Since I can't fight magic spells too well I ran off to heal. The whole time i was healing he's like hurry if you beat him I'll give you 100k (1000 GP or coins). I told him to leave me alone, he (of course)wouldn't. So i went to the bank and put all the rare stuff I had in there. I left with only my tiara and my Water staff, half way in I started dieing. I died and the dude said I was a loser and ran. I told him I had my 140k on me. He was going crazy looking for it. Then i reported him for something he called me. The thing is he is now suspended for thievery.All i have to say to him is:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
Everyone if you want to talk with me I am almost always on runescape.
I have 5 or 6 other accounts but one of them my friends can identify so i just won't tell that one.
Well the point is do what you want but there's a consequence to everything, i mean everything, god i have a boring weekend life. LOL JK i had a fun weekend i earned to play guitar from a friend and he is awesome.
Love to my peoples...
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Sunday, September 2, 2007
Sorry
Sorry i haven't written in a while my computer is freaking gay or something. Anyway tomorrow no school for labor day, Thank god. I have been freaking out all weekend since Friday at school. I know that a guy i like likes me but he's dating a chick half his freaking size. She's a serious hyper prep. I like that she's nice and funny and all, but really all they do is see each other at school. They walk around holding hands and hugging, please if that were me with him I'd kiss him at least once but i am not so i can't and i won't. I know he still likes me cause he won't stop talking to me, but i like that about him, he reminds me of one of my online friends, funny, thinks he's stupid, plays football, strong, and awesome to hang with. I swear he's the best guy on the whole planet. I just don't want a rep as a boyfriend stealer, meaning i have to wait in line. Besides me and his girlfriend there's another girl. She is so obsessed with him it's not even funny. This is and evil prep she has a rep for boyfriend stealing, but i don't want to say anything. She will literally fight for a guy whether the guy likes her or not and in this case not ever. he as a guy is too stupid to notice any of this stuff.
I can't believe some guys don't see what right in front of them...
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Saturday, August 25, 2007
Saturday Finally
I am SO tired today. Since my body's use to sleeping from 9 pm to 6 am, i only slept till about 8 am. I am just so glad today's here. I have to organize my notebook for a notebook check Monday morning which sucks like crazy. I hate weekend homework, all teachers want to do is make sure you learn what they teach, but seriously we have lives too you know! You know all those old cartoon's you watch on Saturday morning's when you you were little. I still love them can't beat the classics, but still some stuff is new and interesting. I do wish some of the stuff they use to have on Saturdays was still on. Like Mew Mew Powered was actually the best show i ever saw one Saturdays. Here's my Daily Care Meter:
Monday-Bored To Death
Tuesday-A Little Better I Guess
Wednesday- Cool But Not There Yet
Thursday-Fun Day
Friday-Freedom At Last
Saturday-Relaxation
Sunday-Finish Undone Homework
Basically today is TV day, I just sit with friends and watch, sometimes a party or sleepover, but ususally it's pretty quiet here.
Well ihave to check with some friends now and watch a cool TV special.
~~later~~
~~~Kadeen~~~
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Friday, August 24, 2007
Normalness
Hey guys, what's up, okay today was average except a little bit. Today it rained at the last class in school. Everyone was so happy it rained because it hasn't rained all school year, seriously. The girls P.E. thought the guys on the football team would have to come in the gym . Actually we all hoped they did, especially me. I just wanted to see a cute guy. Actually they just stayed inside and talked, the stayed in the locker room i mean. When the bell rang it smelled like must everywhere, people almost puked it was so bad. The guys were the source of this serious stink. The said it was us but we barely did anything. We play volley ball every day but no one i know actually tries to sweat. None of the girls were really sweaty so the guys are just stupid. It smelled bad but the guy didn't train this period. Today though during P.E. My friends were acting weirder than usual.
( Everyone i know is in a code name so don't think there parents actually named them that)
My friend Amethyst had my diamond bracelet and wouldn't give it back. We started physically fighting as usual. I asked my other friend Emerald to help by grabbing one of Am's arms to hold her down for a sec. I got the bracelet back and Amethyst walked off, she didn't seem mad just a little tired i guess. Anyway when she left, Emerald talked to me. She complained about Am and how she acted. She said that Am always tells people about her private life and secrets, or says something worse. She mostly complained that when she told Am something about a guy she liked Am would say something like this,"I bet i could get him to like me!" Does she act like a snobby Boyfriend Stealing freak or what. i know stuff about her to, like when she slept over at one of my slumber parties i had 4 girls there. Her, my friend Sapphire, And my other friend Corina. Corina played truth or dare and we asked whether she liked a guy or another guy. After she answered she said she liked guys and girls! I freaked, but she didn't like me or Sapphire, she liked Amethyst. Am freaked and ran around the room screaming. my parents ran in and she stopped, they said to stop all the screaming. We sat and talked for a little bit. She said she was kidding. Someone in the group spread it sound and Corina flipped out. She later moves. Same with Sapphire but she left to Korea.(Every one's parents but Am's were military so they moved alot) so i said whatever they all eventually will move back. Corina just came back actually. hey anyway back to the subject, So now Emerald has no trust in her. Her and Am's other friend Donna are whom Emerald don't like or care much for. It sounds pretty harsh but it's a teenage girl daily life. I am still Friends with both currently. Hopefully they end this stupid fight and get over it. i wish i ended my "Family Feud" against this girl i know now we can't ever speak in public with each other, she secretly told me that her dad had a problem with me. he said i was a bad influence, please the girl already lied to her parents, cheated in all games(life games), and stole from her own friends. She treats her mom and dad like trash. i heard her curse out her parents when they didn't give her 2 new pairs of shoes, 5 shirts, and 4 jeans, and a skirt. The parents just took it like their life was in danger and it's all they could do. my parents would have me thrown out the house for that, with only what i had on me that second. Well i feel like playing a video game or watching T.V., so later for now peoples.
~~Kadeen~~
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Thursday, August 23, 2007
YEA
A hot guy i like looked at me 6th period today. the second guy on my first post. He plays football so he has gym when i do. we had a volleyball thing today so we didn't dress out and we didn't have a gym teacher( thank god). Anyway he was water boy today. i sat near the window today. when he walked past and looked up i didn't relize it as the time, but i smiled cutely and waved. he smiled back. i freaked. His eyes glowed at the time. They were like the night sky full of sparkling stars. i fell from earth at that second and floated. it sounds obsessive but i really liked him and still do. Even in his eyes they seemed like hollow shells. He probably doesn't remember but his eyes remembered my face but couldn't place it anywhere. he isn't the same as when we met though. he's altered himself someway. he seemed controlled.When i met him he was fun, happy, and cool. but here he's noraml and maybe 5% fun. anyway he was talking to some preps near me. one walked over when he walked away. "He doesn't even know you so why'd you talk to him? Well?" She talked to my friend, and before i she saod anything i said" she said hi for a friends ok so leave her alone." "Watever" "She knows they aren't dating so why is she acting like they are married?" Wat i really wanted to say to her was" Leave her alone okay i asked her to say hi and to see if he remembered me from somewhere. you go sit by your loser prep buddies and listen to them, Don't ever mess with me or my friends cause in a fight with me you wouldn't last 10 seconds. You don't know me or my friends so back up before you take a terrible accident to your face you poser of a 9th grader. Now get to steppin or i'll make you run."
See in third grade i would have taken her out but i was in no mood to get suspended because of some loser he-she. i swear she sounds just like a man when she yells at people. Anyway i won't talk to him anymore because of it no matter wether he wants to talk or not. i'll tell him his gf needs to back of before she get's hurt. He'd say they weren't dating and act all inosent and i'd give the ice avalanching cold shoulder. He would diserve it after talking to those gay butted preppy losers.but still i like him and can't break that. not my fault it's his for being so sweet and nice. and you know when i first talked to him it was me throwing a ball at a wall hard and fast. He caught it in the air and i was surprised because he could do that without saying "that hurt but nice pitch" all he really did was smile. well i am tired from typing, so i'll right more later
P.S.- if you know me don't tell anyone about this please.
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Hey i just started this so i may need a little help,but i don't like asking for help unless it's a last resort (unless again help come's from a hot guy). I am Kadeen, 13, and i live in and average town with average people living an average life. When i started junior high i had no clue what i was in for. Now i know a bossy chicks, cool friends, better best friends, and really cute guys. right now i have this thing for a guy i have 2 classes with and has a locker close to mine. In my english class he constantly stares at me, than there's a guy i knew from a class on the base near my town. he is a grade above me but so sweet, cute, smart, and playful. Last there's this guy I've known for 2 years now and i knew last year he liked me but what now. he looks at me walk by me purposely 1000 times a day and i don't respond except for a short"How's it going". He still smiles sweetly but towards none of these guys do i know exactly how to act. I am such a loser i swear. Well Homework Calls and so do my BBF(Boys and Best Friends).
-Later
P.S.- If you have tips leave them in comments...Thanks
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p.s.-hey, my friend told me 2 tell all of my friends this. If someone by the name of j_neutron07 wants to add you to their list don't accept it. Its a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this accounts. Sorry for the inconvenience. Copy and paste this message to everyone on your list!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! P.S. his other name is umakemefeelgood burning_eyes dramallama domokun
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