Anywho.
So I wake up constantly and end up finally just lying in bed at about 3:15. Dozing every five minutes, to wake up and lie there - rinse and repeat until 4pm. Mind you, I had finally fallen asleep at some time after 6am after tossing and turning (thinking of things I'd LIKE to dream about and trying not to let "those other thoughts" flood my mind...) and wake up a few times. Not pleasant. Well.
I finally get out of bed and do the dishes for mom, then snicker as Pepper mews and stares up at me like I'm the most important person at that moment. Why? Because she can't jump onto the counter yet, so I must be her saviour to help her! So, I do momentarily. Let her see the running water. Taste that it's just water.
The works.
Then, I go into my room and decide I might as well check Gaia - I check my "Xindanobody" account first. To answer some posts in my shop - since I couldn't get to them yesterday (Gaia kept giving me "server issues" and showing me different pages and argh). The shop had kinda been makin' me feel down among many other things, but all things that aren't exactly things that haven't been shared in SOME means to someone. Things that are "rinse-repeat" feelings that have things pinched away or added dashes of. So, I'd been turning desperately in a sense for distractions - most of which all failed. I worked ubber hard on a few things only to get barely anything from... anyone. So, it's kind of downer-esque.
Well. Then I decided to check "Otakugyrl" and see "1 Private Message." I open it and it's telling me "Thank you for purchasing a letter!" But... I didn't. I had no idea someone could gift it and make it come off like that - must be an anon one? Not sure. Either way, I had just been looking at them going, "I would totally get ____" one and ONLY the other one for _____ and such things. And then low-and-behold I open my PM to see that I've got one letter! I grinned, I smiled after the freak out of realizing, "Calm down, they don't just randomly draw money from your bank (or mothers', in this case), someone anon'd it to you!" Then had me going "D: But I want to properly thank!" Most of my letter's I've got through gifts.
Be it someone gifting me Christmas/Birthday money and I buy them, be it I won them in something (rare, but it's happened) or that someone's bought them for me. It's one reason why I only sell them if I have more than one and I bought one of them myself *OR* someone says that "I bought this for you to do whatever you want with it" etc.
But yeah.
I wonder if today'll be a better day despite the nightmare? Pepper was cute to me. I got this letter. I got this magazine "Pyramid Collection" in the mail today. Heroes is on today. And I want to get things done again (let's see if I do, ne?).
So yes, Thank You person who will hopefully-better come out, come out and tell me who you are =D
And this is crossposted.
Also with sharing of this, for those who've either forgotten or not yet known - though depending on where I post this, not many will even read it I'm sure xD;
