Why do people lie to me? They say he likes me... But I know he doesn't. He's always talking to Samantha and Hope or someone else while I stay in the background. If I try to talk to them, which I usually do, they don't answer. Sometimes I feel like a fifth wheel. And my friend Alex likes Jonathan too... And she keeps saying "traitor" over and over. Which only makes me feel worse about when I was "flirting" with Jonathan the other day. I wish she'd stop. I feel shitty enough as it is. If any of you have been in my situation, or a friend, or just want to console me, feel free to. I feel like all of my friends outside of the internet world are slowly drifting away from me. And it hurts like hell. They won't tell me anything. They ignore me sometimes. I want a way to escape the pain... I know of a way, but I promised myself and my "older brother" that I wouldn't do it. So.. if any of you have any advice at all... Feel free to PM me.
~Kai~
Uchiha_Suzuki · Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 02:16am · 2 Comments |