I hate my life! School is so hard. I hate how everyone can manage to pull of an A, but for the first time in my life, I got a B on my progress report. I don't get it. And I don't want people telling me how to do it, because they just make me feel stupid. People try to tell me that everyone has these problems, but do they know what it's like to feel this way from my point of view? Do they know what it's like to let your entire family and yourself down? No, they don't. Because everything comes so easy to them. They don't have to try. Everyone think I'm this smart, amazing, and perfect person. But I am not. No one knows who I am- who I really am. Those things that I keep locked up inside of me. No one knows who I really am, and they never will. I am scared of my own shadow. I am scared to take that risk. I am scared of everything in this world. I am scared of my own family. Why is fate so cruel?
-z_dream_cathcer_z- · Fri Oct 12, 2007 @ 03:37am · 0 Comments |