I'm dóne of being toyed with.
really, very done with it.
I think i'll feel rather happy not going online for a few weeks. Not talking on msn, vf, or texting.
How many of my friends, my "admires", would still like me? Still talk to me?
none i'd say, cause the only thing people freaking care for, are those freaking pictures!
And im done with it.. Might even just throw them all in a secret map.
then look who'd comment me.
im sick of it!
I aint a freaking beauty, im nothing.
and id like for once, people that talk to me without the background idea of being my boyfriend.
"what kind of person are you looking for" i hear constantly
"am i to old?"
Hell, some people i dont even know their name ask me that!
Learn to freaking know me. For once.
I DONT WANT ANYONE TO BE MY BOYFRIEND
until i find someone í really like, and he'd like me back for who i am, not what my pictures might show you.
I dont look perfect, i wair glasses normally.
I use makeup on pictures, and flash.
My skin aint perfect
I have scars all arround.
Still happy with that?
Are you happy with my past?
Oh wait, most of you dont even know what happend, why would you care? Only the pictutes, only the skín is real isnt it?
Im sick of it.
Even one of my dearest friends said he liked me, and dropped me like a towel, just cause he's a flirt.
I know he's a flirt.
"I dont deserve you, look at you"
yeah look at me! Its only freaking skin!
Im sick of it cry
Maybe i should delete myself from gaia.