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I don't like it when people tell me what I am or what I do, when it's not true.

It's just so annoying hearing "You can be this guy, because I know he's your favourite" when I'm playing fighting games, and the guy I get to play is one of the most annoying creatures I've ever seen.
I've even had someone prepare me a meat-filled meal, because they "knew it was my favourite". I don't even eat meat.

I like what I like, and I am what I am, no matter what everyone else think. Sometimes I feel that I don't get through to them. Like they just go "ah, okay" but forget it two minutes later.

Insert sigh here.

I feel like my life's already over, and I'm just 23 years old. I have two children and a husband (don't take it the wrong way, I couldn't be happier without them), as well as a job. The only thing that upsets me is that it's too late for me to continue playing the electric guitar, and at least make a few tracks on a CD.
I don't know...

I guess I'll have to wait until my children are older. Maybe I can try and resume my musical interest in the guitar. If I can just become at least better than I am now, I can relax. I don't want anything more than that.