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ive givin up on everything, making my self better, good grades, they dont matter to me anymore.....i just want to play piano like yoshiki, thats the only ambition ive maintained thru everything, everything else,has been for someone else, not me....
he makes me feel worthless, like im nothing, like im invisable, he makes me feel like he wishes i was dead, like im worthless, like i should cut my self and bleed in front of him to prove im alive... but for somereason, when he looks at me, i cant help but love him it i dont want to anymore!!!!