So.. for once I'm actually gonna write how I feel in my journal.. thanks to anyone who cares enough to read it..
so anyways.. I'm sick of a couple of things.. homework is number one.. its ruling my life, I barely ever have time to do anything else that has nothing to do with school and when I don't do my homework i get put on detention.. which is happening alot lately.. ******** teachers... I'm losing respect for almost every single one of them..
Another thing that's getting on my nerves is actually my friends.. all of them except for my boyfriend, ive got no problems with him.. just my friends. they always tease me about the stupid things i do and then hit me over the head.. and they always say its because I'm blonde.. blondes can be smart too! omfg.. grow up. its a ******** hair colour. And ok I admit that i can be slow and dont have much common sense but its seriously not my fault, I'm not one of these ditsy blondes that pretend to be dumb to get all the boys. ******** hell i hate that. And plus it doesnt mean I'm dumb.. I'm in the top class for MOST of my classes at school and even if i was dumb they dont have to ******** hit me over the head and put me down for it. I dont do it to them.. i dont like hitting my friends and yet they still hit me..
ALSO.. (sorry to say) I'm mostly pissed off at a particular friend.. We'll call her Mandy.
Ok.. well.. what started it was that Mandy comes over my house to watch scary movies when ever we've got one. But she doesn't even bloody watch it.. she lays next to me on the bed (coz i have a tv and a dvd player in my room) and she just faces the other way... I'm like wtf? I asked her if she wanted to stop watching it and she said no.. and ok.. yeah your thinking.. shes scared of it and doesnt want me to stop watching it but i have to give her comentary! I'm trying to watch it and she goes what happened? I felt like turning around and saying.. 'why dont you ******** look at the tv and you might ******** find out..' But I couldn't she'd be so offended coz ive never said anything to her like that before. And she gets so excited when she hears we got a scary movie (coz we both supposedly love scary movies.. I know i do anyway) and then she doesnt watch it.. i mean come on..
And the other reason why I'm pissed at her is because shes one of these girls that need attention.. especially from boys.. So anyways.. she decides to take a huge liking to my NEW sunglasses.. she says they make her look hot and she wore them to get her ex jealous.. ever since then she thinks she makes every guy fall for her just because of these glasses.. she hasnt actually said it but its obvious.. she struts by every hot guy she sees when shes wearing MY glasses.. and yeah ok.. shes pretty but I HATE girls that think they are so good. And shes had them for the past WEEK because she forgot to give them back and I finally get them back today and she still wants to wear them.. but when i said no she tried to get them so I put them in my bag.. So.. later i look at her and she has my sunnies on! I'm like wtf? she went INTO my bag.. (which I dont let ANYONE do..) and got out my sunglasses just because she believes they look hot on her. Any guy who goes out with a girl just because they're hot are not worth worrying about for ******** sake.
And I miss Maxie.. He's like my best friend on gaia and I haven't talked to him in like.. more than a month, it sucks.. miss him so much
So anyway thanks to everyone who was bothered to read this i just needed to get that all out =] Laters I'm out.
 BuhmbleBeee · Thu Sep 13, 2007 @ 03:03pm · 1 Comments |
