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what is love?
what is love? it usually doesnt come in first site. you think you love something but you dont. its a small word, but it has a big meaning. a strong feeling it is. a reaction after seeing someone after three years of no contact; speachless. you keep your feelings hidden inside and you dont want anyone to know. is it posible to love someone but not be in love with them? dreams do come true, just not all the time. it truely is a sad thing to think you love someone, when they dont like you at all. and you chase after who you think you love, while it was pointless from the start. does jealousy pass, or leave you scarred? why is it that we want what we cant have and have what we dont really want? how come we chase after the wrong person when our true love has been in front of us the whole time? i know that im sounding very strange right now, but ive been feeling different. no, its not another suicidal linkin park thing, or a sad linkin park thing, it doesnt even have to do with linkin park. i didnt think it was possible but no linkin park song could discibe me now. for the first time in a long time i feel nothing but happiness. tears of joy, no sorrow. maybe i dont make sense but that doesnt really matter when dramatic times come. a few months ago i was on the edge of life. i cut myself. lots of blood was lost. people thought they were cat scratches, but they were from sharp objects. suicide thoughts and all of that, i wanted to die. but luckily, someone was there to save me from myself. three years ago i lost contact with her, but somehow i never gave up. today, september 8th, 2007 at around 8 or 9, i saw a light of that user name light up. i thought i was mistaken and it was someone else but i read it clearly, my prayers were finally answered. and after added contact, i will be sure never to make the same mistake again. what is this about? a friend from long ago. she believes in love, but do i?
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I would be too.