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Dear Anonymous,
Thanks you for taking an interest in my life, but I must admit I am feeling kind of awkward sharing my feelings with a complete stranger. Even though I am worried, my gut tells me that you are a friend not a foe, anyways I will be glad to share my life with you as long as before you do anything with them you consult me. Yes, it's true that my parents push me really hard to get better then average grades, sometimes I fell they push too hard. I am currently single and I feel half way about that, I'm happy that I don't have to worry about looking at other girls and stuff, but I'm also a little sad cause I don't have anyone to share things with. Another main reason I'm single is because there really isn't a girl my type that I've met yet, and my type is the kind that doesn't smoke, drink, or do drugs, just like me. I also want a girl who cares about feelings and not only appearance and won't go down and get crazy with a guy she met that same day. I went threw a really hard break up this summer and even though I'm fully recovered from it I feel like it was my fault. You could say I'm kind of one of those people who always looks for better things, and even though that helps in song writing, it does the exact opposite when it comes to friends and relationships. I always end up liking a girl who turns out to be kind of a Hoochey Mama, so I look for something better. Theres also a problem with that, even when I find someone better and she likes me back my so called "friends" end up hooking up with her and act like it was an accident and they didn't know, YEAH RIGHT! Most of the people at my school are fake and I can't wait to graduate and not have to deal with them, especially the Man-Whore who sits next to me in Theater class. After all this becomes to much I retreat into Music. I write my own music and listen to a lot of other different music depending on my mood. I'm and Independent Music Writer, in other words I don't care about being famous, I write music to listen to and relate to. Well that's basically my life in a nutshell, a very tough, hard to get out of nutshell, but a nutshell none the less. Thank you for listening!
Sincerely,
Stealing Phantom
 ~Stealing Phantom~ · Wed Aug 29, 2007 @ 10:13pm · 0 Comments |
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