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The second day of High School wasn't bad at all. Yes, I still got lost, but that's okay. It's allowed the first week of so. That's good I guess, I'm still getting the hang of it, but at least I'm not nervous anymore. I was really really nervous about going to High School and I had tons of people telling me constantly that it's not as bad as I thought that it would be. They turned out to be right, and I learned that it's not bad at all...just more work. I have an assignment due on the day after tomorrow, and I have to ask around about certian events in history and the person's point-of-view, where they were, ect. I have to write at least 2 paragraphs for each of the 8 events...a minimum of 16 paragraphs, but I can deal with it.

The other thing that people were telling me is that I shouldn't try to impress anyone, and not to be well...I think her words were "morbid and dark all the time." So, it's kinda nice to get advice from upperclassmen about what it was like for them and their experiences. There are a couple people who I just don't get along with...still working on being nicer, and it's still not happening. I have a major people problem. I get along with animals better than I do people. There are some people who are pretty much like family to me. There's my best friend in the world. Her name's Lexi, and I know that if I have any problems then I can go to her and spill my heart out. She's one of the only people that I trust completely. If she wasn't there for me when a lot of things got bad, I wouldn't be here typing this right now. She pretty much talked me out of suicide and a lot of things that I could've done that were really stupid. All I know is that I'm lucky to have a friend like that, and that I think everyone needs a friend like that. No matter how much of a loner that they are. I know that if he wasn't there at the same school I was, that I'd probably be more psycho than I already am.