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my life
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my life is cursed with lonliness and pain my entire life i have suffered loss after aganizing loss and for that reason have become emotionally numb inside my own soul and have withdrawn myself from the public reality and into my own little world of suffering





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    xiava15
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    commentCommented on: Sun May 22, 2005 @ 09:02am
    crying everyone probably only knows a fraction of what your life is like................... crying


    commentCommented on: Fri May 27, 2005 @ 02:55am
    aww i'm sorry you have had such a rough go at things... i wish you the best in your life and i mean that from the bottom of my heart... i really hope things start getting better for you... and you see that things can go your way and you can be happy



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    Sanousuke
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    commentCommented on: Fri May 27, 2005 @ 05:30am
    hey dude i was really bored thats why i read this. i probably now a little how you feel. my parents died of a drug overdoses in front of me when i was 6. and then my girlfriend recently got hit by a car. i try to live on through my life so you try the same to! i guess.


    commentCommented on: Fri May 27, 2005 @ 05:45am
    hm..even if you suffer...and feel pain...you do know not to act out on that pain.sorry..iam not here to lecture..i feel you pain..but...i really cant say that i do can i......all i know is..threw the pain..there is some good..::huggs::things are hard..but..its harder when u give up hope..it becomes more painful then..fight to the end!!never give up hope...and love...its all good!! whee ok...feel better...



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    phoxy phoenix
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    commentCommented on: Fri May 27, 2005 @ 11:00pm
    please dont be lonlely. one of my favourite things is to keep you company. i know you probly dont want my pity,and im not here to pity you, because i've had an extremely hard life as well...also very lonely. although boyfriends have come and gone, it was still just as lonely with them there. what you need to find is someone special who you can talk to and she can comfort you and help take the pain away. i mite not be that someone special, but i want you to know that im here for you, and nomatter what, i'll always be a friend for you to talk to....and i mean it. no word of a lie.


    commentCommented on: Fri Jun 10, 2005 @ 09:32pm
    i know EXACTLY how you feel.... my parents died 2 yars ago, my uncle got shot when some1 broke into his house, my sisters have complete control over me, and i never know when things will get worse....



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    LadyAsami-Changed-account
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    commentCommented on: Wed Nov 23, 2005 @ 11:09pm
    I can't say I feel the same pain and lonliness, for my pain is quite different, because I don't know what your pain has brought you. With everything bad, comes a good thing. My pain hurts me deeply, but because of that pain, I met many new things...like you for example, and when you went away that causes another pain for me, as a friend...now...i can't say we have the same lonliness, but I'm always here for you-and u know that...


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