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I close my eyes only to see the pain, then you fall out, return to a state of calm, later to only connect that which you imagined is it clear view....you know you can't reach that point, can't grasp what you truly want, but have i been blind this whole time, i wonder what demons approach, will i devour them, or they devour I. All i know is i keep getting stuck, held back...can't move forward snagged on a nail, that won't budge
Is this only a dreaming, not life at all...why must the dread of past reads be so truthful to reveal what is to come of me...i make what i should be, should i just give up, or struggle to capture that firefly?

Zepol