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im not sure why i felt it inside
i did and think i will cry

i hear your news and should rejoice and reveal for you
but all i can think is pain at the simple thought of two
it hurts to think i let it go so far to let it come like this
to think you cared i live din such naive bliss
he will always be yours but me i am alone
i hide my pain and suffering in a false tone

i tell you im happy but ic ry tears of pain
slowly as i feel it the dark cold rain
simple happiness is not mine to be had
some day soon you two will be glad

but i am left here to rot to wither in this pain
i was a fool to think you were mine again

i cant be happy it isnt my fate
i guess my heart shall be filled with hate
the passion burns forever for you
but it never was ture dark and blue
i wish you knew i wish i could tell you
but if i did it you would hurt too
i wish i was there to guide and comfort you
but im nto im here usless and blue
im to sad to talk and to tired to cry
i wish right now to curl up and die