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A Love over Six Years

I'm not supposed to love you.
I'm not supposed to care.
I don't suppose you love me.
I don't suppose you care.

Forgetting the pain of years lost,
A task too hard to bear,
I sink into oblivion,
Never forgetting your face.

Six years of loving you.
Six years of hating you.
Six years of horrible pain.
Six years of idescribable joy.

I've finally found you again.
So much older, wiser, stronger.
But, the worst of yet has grown most.
You, and your beauty.

No longer a shivering child,
No longer a screaming weakling,
No longer needing me,
No longer remembering.

I will make you remember.
I will make you scream.
I will make you struggle.
I will make you pay.

All the years I've loved you,
And you don't care about me,
I taught you so much,
And you never thanked me.

I'll make you thank me.
You'll thank me, resisting.
Pay with your body,
Pay with your mind.

Leon, my friend and commrade,
Nothing can stop me from winning.
I've changed for you.
Now it's time you changed for me.