TESTING IS FINALLY OVER!!! WOOHOOOO!!! We've had testing from 7:45 til 11 and it SUCKED!!! Me and my family celebrated by going out to dinner. I was really the only one celebrating...they just came along for the food blaugh 3nodding Well amazingly my lifes getting better!! I've been really happy a lot.....the only problem is that im not used to all this happiness. So i have these crabby moments every now and again....it really sucks because i dont want to or mean to be so mean....it just sorta happens......it really sucks because i can get pretty bitchy.......and usually its too my bf because we spend so much time together.....but ive also kicked my best friends a** (literally....not i beat him up....just kicked his a** real hard xp ). Me and my girlfriends were joking around and we joked in the direction that he and my bf were going to talk privately and he saw/heard us and got all pissed and started yelling at us. Of course i got pissed and when he went and sat down in the front of school i walked over (once i got free from my boyfriend) and i kicked him........and the funny thing is later that day all i could say about him were good things and i even started something really special (Operation: Cancellation) that i cant explain because he might read it and ruin the surprise!! hehe! Well i dont know why exactly i have these weird mood swings....but my theory is that all the anger/sadness that used to occur to me for most of the day is now starting to desipate. And its being replaced with happiness.......so hopefully i will get it out of my system because im really starting to get mad.......lol!
Well i have some good....actually great news about dance. I'm doing a show at the Del Mar Fair on july third. Its gonna be awesome!! Except i have to perform my solo at the fair and im not too confident about it sweatdrop But the absolutely amazing thing is that IM GONNA BE A NEW MOUSEKETEER!!! My dance teacher was one of the original mouseketeers and we get to perform at a Disney Land convention up in aneheim. And we might even perform AT DISNEYLAND!!!! ^_^ They're filming the mouseketeer performance at the convention and it MIGHT even be ON TV!!!!! This could either wind up being my "big break" or if it isnt it could help me get into Juliard. BTW Thats my life goal. I wanna go to Juliard in New York. ^_^
My parents havent really gotten that better....well my dad has always been cool just scary and crap when he gets mad....but my mom is getting worse and its annoying the hell out of me! So far in the past 2 months....give or take a few...she's told me she doesnt care about me, doesnt love me, AND doesnt listen to me (she actually said she tunes me out but its the same thing) And thats not the first time stressed
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