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lonly throne
here i lie apon my throne hopeing wishing to be alone. i look to my shadow but i only see a battle a battle between me and my home. temptation is riseing for the fact that i'm dieing, and the killer is these urges that virgourly surges throught my vains in witch i'm overwelmed
in pain. i lie in the darkness consumed by the shadows awating my fate with a corrupt blank stare.


id like to take a shower and wash off my sins, but now i realize thair are to many of them. id like to grow some wings and just fly away, but now i kinda realize that i gotta stay,these horns are something that i regret so what am i soposed to do if im not dead yet.my life has been controled so far with memories baced on scars. i dont know what to do so why dont i just leave it up to you.these feelings are to dangerous they are to instanttainiousnever stoping overflowing i cant take it any more always think never trying with white feathers on the floor.


i am pathetic and weak iv had it drilled in my head, waiting forever but then left for dead. coming and going i dont know what to do when all i ever did was try to please you. i offered you friendship but the there was a gap when all of my dreams only turn me into a nervous wreck. i told you that i love you and i still do but then you said "we are through"