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In this world, they say there are those who are needed, and those who aren't.
Bullshit.
The world needs no one. People die, and still it moves on, Time it's acomplice.It moves, even as close ones die. The world needs no one. But the people on it do. They need people to lean on, to talk to, to stand by with.People need friends and family to go on. If one thing fails, then they turn to the other thing they depend on. Example, if the family fails the person, then they turn to their friends. If their friends fail, then they turn to their family.

This world is so big, so large beyong belief. I can't imagine any one person knowing everything about the world or the universe. [thus I don't believe in the bible and cr@p]. It's too large for us to know it all.
I fear, oh how I fear of the very people that I live around. How their thoughts grow dark, covered in the red liquid that I need. It covers them, their dark thoughts enjoying the sick desire they long for.I fear them, with all that I am, I fear they will harm me and those I love. I don't want them near me, I don't want the pain. Those that hurt themselves, I want to help them, I really do. But those that hurt others and enjoy as their blood spills across the floor... them, them I dont' like. Keep them away from me, even if words are their only weapon, keep them away.
I don't want the pain, I'm afraid that I'll lose everything. My heart hurts, I worry so much. Is that bad?I fear my own kin. But is that bad?Humans are the only ones on this Earth who kill their own. It's so sad, I shiver and hurt at the thought of it.Is that so wrong?

We try so hard to be remembered, even after we die, we want our memories to live on.I wonder, is that selfish?

Who is happier?He who dreams or he who wakes from the dream?

Dreams, the window to what we wish to be true.Will they ever be?

Disease






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bittyskitty94210
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commentCommented on: Thu Jun 21, 2007 @ 03:27pm
for once you go deeper then i ever could leaving me with nothing to say

we're humans were always fighting about whose right and who is wrong we question everything even our own thoughts so someone thought up the idea that we wouldnt fight if there was one absolute truth like god or something
do not impose your way on others
saying just that is doing just what i said not to
it goes in circles
everyone has there own freedom to do as they wish just as long as its not overlapping someone elses right......god now im confused
the usa used to be a great country but now weve gotten stupid and said oh your offending me your face offends me but i ignore it i dont go around complaining deal with it wimp......where was i trying to go with this......... question

to face reality is strong to hide in fantasies is weak so that makes me weak too....but then again thats just me

yah its ok to worry it means yyou know how to expect the unexpected just you dont make yourself sick over it

if we all try hard enough the peace of dreams will be a reality
but it means uniteing everyone.....which is impossible theres always an exception
and if its all happy rainbows constantly that would be creepy
and if it was all bad it'd be just patehic

living is a million tiny moments that are good
to even that out we must have our back broken for it
but arent the many good memories worth it?

i have no depressed side of this becuz im a weirdo who is easily entertaine...BUG! bug bug bug bug...

life tis bringing you down the the bottom and is pulling you deeper in
lady luck has all but forgotten you
well take charge and go find some real life for yourself
if not then try to find a meditating spot to think things through
if not dont kill yourself for it is the weak way out to face the world is a challenge to which the prize is living
death is the end
wouldnt you want to at first stuff yourself with the nuritionment of having fun and going all out first? once your dead your dead noooooooooo coming back what on the other side i dont know but if there is heaven and hell you'd better try to improve your record while your alive.

........seriously where was i going to go with this? ninja


commentCommented on: Thu Jun 21, 2007 @ 08:36pm
*smiles* Thank you onee-chan. You're rambling and insight really helps. *huggles* I miss you! Hugging makes me feel better. xp
But yes, you are correct....on lotsa things. SEE! And you say you're a space-case. FALSEY! You are VERY insightful. And me luffles you. blaugh
But thankies again for that, it helps to read what you put.

....
And you know what?You just inspired me.I'ma gonna make a amv with you and me in it! well....and amv about friendship... xd I shall try me hardest! But may I work on a different one first? sweatdrop



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bittyskitty94210
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commentCommented on: Fri Jun 22, 2007 @ 02:06am
^^ hugging makes everyone feel better *glomps you* heart whee 3nodding heart whee

......whats insight mean? question

0,0 dang me babbling makes you make an amv! cool eek

art takes time so sure you can work on another one ^w^ mrgreen


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