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urg....things could be better. stressed My car's muffler basically broke in half....luckly the things didn't blow up while i was driving it...Now i'm stranded and i have no way of transportation...which kinda ruined the date that me and Sam were supposed to have last night. We ended up going to the movie to see "Hitch". I had a great time, i won't deny that, i always have a good time with i'm with him.

*WARNING: It's about to get really mushy, if you are disgusted by such an act, STOP READING NOW*

Sometimes i just want to scream because i can't be with him all the time. I just want to cry because I can't roll over in the morning to find him there. I guess it comes with not being married and all but i love him and it hurts whenever i can't be with him. When I'm with him i'm the happiest, most beautiful girl in the world. But then i never want to leave his company, and it hurts when i do. I almost cry every time. I know that i have to wait but it's the waiting that kills me....I dream of him every night. I think of him all day. I know i'm in love, there's no doubt about that, but why do i have to wait so long?