My emotions are overflowing. Yeah, you know it... but... it isn't easy to deal with this. All of this weighs so heavy on the brain... the body... the heart...
I want to feel loved. I want to feel as if I have the ability to express that love. In the sweetheart sort of way, not friend or family... Augh... those emotions are overflowing... and it's hard to feel anything else.
You know, I really want to visit my friends today, and we were scheduled to, but my friend whose house we were to visit suddenly became very ill today. It makes me sad.
But... you know, I went shopping today... that was nice... that was very nice. I got some new spiffy shoes, and a new belt. Along with a lot of things I am bringing to Japan. Hope my passport arrives on time...
I've been keeping a daily journal elsewhere, and that is why my journal entries haven't been on here... but that doesn't mean I don't feel a variety of different beleaguering bombarding emotions... yeah... Sorry. Oh well.
Yeah. It's not easy, but it hasn't been for a long while. I'll see you.
I must increase my vocabulary...
<333 Love... Bye...
 ~the Love Goddess · Sun Jun 17, 2007 @ 12:31am · 0 Comments |
