I was think about moving, but I don't know where I would really want to go. I thought about Westville Illinois were my mom's side of the family live and I thought moving this weekend and I told my mom. Now she is being nicer to me...WHY..I don't understand her....If all so feels like I don't have a lot going for me here and there is just too much drama here. I don't want to stay in California forever. It would be nice to go somewhere new. I would just like to leave a lot of the past behind and just go........If I leave I would be leaving behind Savannah and the friends I have.
Maybe I should just stay here and face my problem and everything else. I am just having a hard time right now in my life. The one person I really don't want to leave is Savannah. She is the most important thing in my life right now. I have been want to be like her mother showing her from right and wrong and see her grow up to become a bright women filled with beauty. I never want to leave her and if no one was here for her I would. If I was 18 at the time that she was put in to foster care, I would have adopted her. I lover her more then anything and I don't want to leave her behind. I really don't know what to do. This is hard for me.
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