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So yah ... I'm in a weird mood ... if it wasn't for my current girl and my last one I would prolly be off the deep end ... and no I don't mean swimming pool wise ... I do nothing all day except eat and maybe run my dog ... I have no life whatsoever yet somehow there are people out there that decide to love me ... I would ask why but they have told me over and over again that it's because I'm so nice ... I don't know ... I see myself as a lazy a*****e ... but they see differently I guess ... meh ... why do people have to be so nice to me ... it kills me how when I hold open a door for someone they praise me so much ... it's common courtesy people .. a simple thanks would do ... not some elaborate speech ... but I guess the world is filled with so many assholes that when someone does hold a door open or moves out of the way I guess they have to make a show of it as an example for others ... heh ... this world is so corrupt ... you can type in anything on the image searches and find at least one porno pic ... it's disgusting ... yah ... I didn't think I would start ranting but oh well ... this kind of crap pisses me off ... ok imagine ... your walking out of a resteraunt and some old people are trying to open the door and no one sitting or standing around the door will help them ... it makes me sick just thinking about it ... I usually just glare at everyone near the door then open it for them ... I usually get glares back like "what the ******** are you looking at?!?" ... I just close my eyes and shake my head and whisper worthless ... heh ... yah ... I'm antisocial because of all the assholes out there ... yet ... I give everyone at least one chance ... if they skrew me over I hate them and throw them under the label they deserve ... but if they dont I give them another ... up to three before I really call them a friend ... thats why I don't have many ... but the few I have are good ones ... for the most part ... I mean ... I do loose connection with them for a bit ... but somehow I always end up talking to them at least once a month ... ohh well ... I'm going to stop ... got better stuff to do ... cya when I cya
~Nathan