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I love him so much. i think he knows but i don't think he knows how much. i just don't get it. even though we've done stuff a few imes, it's still not enough for me. he's the first person i've ever wanted to be with for the rest of my life. and i think he's moved on. But I don't want to move on. I won't move on. He said once that he wasn't sure if it was over, i'm going to fight for the chance to stay with him. he may have some flaws but doesn't everyone? He's the ONLY (and I mean ONLY) person that i've met in my whole life who makes me forget about my own flaws and his when i'm with him. When we're together it's like everything that i'm worried about just floats away. I have NEVER met anyone that does that to me. I love him with all my heart. i just don't now what to do right now.