oKAY wELL mY bEST fRIENyDS nAME iS iSIAH tHOMPSON aND hE'S tOTALY hOT. tHIS yEAR hE'S gOIN 2 b a nINTH gRADER @ wOODSTOCK hIGH sCHOOL aND i nO yOUR wONDERING y iM tELLING u tHIS bUT aS u mAY hAVE gUESSED i hAVE a mAJOR cRUSH oN hIM aND wE wERE gOIN oUT oFF aND oN tHIS yEAR 4 a cOUPLE mONTHS bUT nOW hE'S dATING tHIS tOTAL bARBIE wHO tHINKS sHES bETTER tHAN eVERYONE eLSE aND bY cALLING hER bARBIE iM aCTUALLY gIVING hER a cOMPLEMENT 'cAUSE bARBIE iS sUPPOSED 2 b rEALLY pRETTY bUT iF u aSK mE i tHINK kAYLA'S pRETTY u...G...L...Y...wHAT dOES tHAT sPELL uGLY oKAY wELL hER nAME iS kAYLA wILLIAMS aND sHE'S gOIN 2 b iN sEVENTH gRADE tHIS yEAR jUST lIKE mII wELL i tHOUGHT sHE wAS mY fRIEND tURNS oUT i wAS wRONG, wELL iT'S nOT tHE fIRST tIME tHATS hAPPENED aNYWAYS cOME 2 fIND oUT sHE wASN'T rEALLY mY fRIEND sHE wAS jUST gETTING iNFO fROM mII sO sHE cOULD uSE iT aLL aGAINST mII. i rEALLY hATE pEOPLE lIKE tHAT. wELL aNYWAYS tHE oTHER dAY iSIAH sAID hE wOULD gO oUT wITH mII iF i aSKED hIM oUT aND hE'D bREAK uP wITH kAYLA {aND yES hE nOS i lIKE hIM bUT i dON'T tHINK hE rEALLY cARES 'cAUSE RIGHT bEFORE i wAS gOIN 2 aSK hIM oUT hE tOLD mII tHAT hE wOULDN'T gO OUT wITH mII 'cAUSE i'M 2 pRUDE. i sO tOTALY hATE tHAT aBOUT mYSELF bUT iT'S nOT sOMETHIN i cAN jUST cHANGE oVA nITE. aND tHE rEALLY sAD pART iS tHAT iM gOIN 2 bE 13 iN lIKE 3 mONTHS aND iM oNE oF tHE oNLY oNES oUT oF aLL mY fRIENDS tHAT hASN'T kISSED a gUY yET. i aM lIKE sO f#@$&#xIN;G mAD bUT i tHINK i mITE sURVIVE. bESIDES lIFE iS sO sHORT sO y wASTE iT tHINKING 'bOUT sOMETHING tHATS sO f#@$&#xIN;G sTUPID wHEN iTS nEVER eVEN gOIN 2 hAPPIN aNYWAYS. i gUESS wAT iM tRIN 2 sAY iS y wASTE lIFE bY tRIN 2 tHROW iT aWAY wHEN iNSTEAD oF tRIN 2 pICK fIGHTS aND sTUFF u cOULD b mAKING fRIENDS. bEFORE i dIE i wANT 2 b aBLE 2 sAY i lIVED a lONG hAPPY lIFE,i mADE aLOT oF fRIENDS, aND i aLWAYS hAD a gREAT fAMILY 2 bACK mII uP bUT iF eVERYONE sPENDS tHEIR tIME bEIN mAD @ tHE wORLD nO oNE wILL eVER b aBLE 2 sAY tHAT. sO 4GET eVERYTHING jUST b yOURSELF aND b hAPPY!
lUV yALL lOTS,
hOTTIE 19 {aKA} sAMIE
p.S. dON'T wASTE u'R lIFE hAVE fUN wITH iT aND oH yEAH aLMOST 4GOT 2 tELL u dON'T lET yOUR fRIENDS aND fAMILY cONTROLL uR lIFE dO wAT u wANT 2 dO wITH iT aND iF u mAKE a mISTAKE iT'S oKAY 'cAUSE wE aLL dO iT nO mATTER hOW hARD iT iS 2 aDMITT iT. sO hAVE fUN, gET iNTO a lITTLE tROUBLE, aND jUST b uRSELF. aND rEMEMBER tHAT lIFE dOESN'T lAST 4EVER sO dON'T wASTE a sECOND oF iT.
lUV aLWAYS-n- 4EVE,
sAMIE
p.S.S. i've talked 2 isiah since i rote this and we went back out!!!{How exciting, rite}!!! well we only went back out 4 3 days then this really mean, popular gurl from my school, Alicia, went 2 the pool with him and asked him 2 call his gf so he calls mii and says someone wants 2 talk 2 you so he puts Alicia on the phone and then jumps into the pool and when i said hello she's like who's this and im like this is sam and your the one that wanted 2 talk 2 mii so who is this and shes like umm isiah doesn't want 2 go out with you anymore and im like okay and then she hung up the phone. i was soooo upset. then about a week lata he calls mii and asks mii why i broke up with him and im like i didnt brake up with you, you broke up with mii and hes like actually Alicia broke up with you 4 mii and its not my fault 'cuz i never even told her 2. And im like i really do hate her, and hes like well if you can prove that your not prude anymore then maybe ill go back out with you. By the way i don't no if i already said this or not but im super prude and i dont no if i told you this yet either but the one word i really hate is prude and i hate the fact that i am but i am who i am and ive tried but i cant change that bout miself so i didnt talk 2 him again till yesterday and the only reason he called mii is cuz he wanted mii 2 ask this gurl Dylan Brown out 4 him i almost started cryin but then i realized that its not worth it he really is the best thing that has ever happened in my liffe and i wanted 2 stay frienz 4ever but i guess i do have other frienz and if there really as great as i think they r they'll be around 4 a long tyme!!! If any of my frienz read this i want you guys 2 no how much i luv you guys {ALOT} well talk 2 y'all lata
_Luv_you_always_n_4ever_
Hottie 19 {aka} Samie
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